The seduction of music

I always fall a little in love with musicians on the stage. Watching them concentrate on their craft, brows furrowed and deeply shadowed under harsh lights. Lips tucked under teeth, tongue occasionally peeking out as their fingers fly.

The musicians I end up loving the most always forget about the audience. They're so caught up in their own sensual world that we don't exist to them anymore. It's like sitting in a dark corner, watching an unwary hedonist masturbate. Beautiful.


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